He still on board

Life is Journey  and we gloriously sail through knowing that HE has overcome.

God is a master Story teller - He is our lover in the Story,
YES! There's a villain.... he hates us with a passion... Oh but we remain God's glorious price- HIS beloved.

This Truth has probably been the hardest for me,  at least recently... to embrace gladly, to truelly know and believe in the midst of harshness that GOD loved me and He still does. To think that the King of glory is in love with me.....Me me me Nthabiseng, "you mean God loves me? still? after all i have done?" this baffles me - but He does. He has never loved me any less and  He is on board.


I woke up this morning, thinking today is just like any other day,
what's new?,
what's different?

My pain is still the same. i wished there was a pill designed for heartache....then i realised that God's promise to take care of me remains... and for me to NOT believe him to be faithfull  would speak of my unbelieve . ....only if that kind of pill was invented and Thus worship comes...when all says no way and then something arises within you by the grace of GOD and causes you to say yes! He will! He has done it before and He will do it again.

I know that Jesus is a repairer of shipwrecked at sea....Yes He brings together that which is torn, HE binds the fragmented parts of my life together,....He defines all of LIFE for me.

In the sea of Life. He is all of meaning to me. He is my lighthouse on a gloomy day... He guides and He brings me safe to shore.
He is constant - "THERE'S NO SHADOW OF TURNING WITH HIM"

He will do it again.... He is still on board

Glory to God, Abba.... My father.