Every once in a while every girl and every woman out there silently wonders - " am i worth fighting for" what do i need to do to be seen? will my friends understand me...will they love me, Eish will my prince come for me... will he see me? - If there's no Father in that household or a Spiritual Father that fights for their daughter to be affirmed in this dilemma - the voice of the enemy becomes louder in saying NO ... You not- No one will come for you. You are all alone!
WELL:
Thanks be 2 God the Father for sending us JESUS...our True & Glorious Fighter; He came for us - and Yes! He fought for us to end - He even has the keys of hell to prove this
Last night Cell was awesome as always! It left me thinking; Daddy has been talking to me about the fight that goes on everyday for my heart.... for there in lies treasure - If you may; you can say the operating system of mankind - so we ought to treat it with care - hehehe.
People come and go in our lifes - i lost my dad when i was 7 years old - i never really thought about its implications until recently this year when i had to part ways with a person i learned to love dearly.... i cried all day, even for weeks (hahaha) in realization of my dad's passing - what a great loss this has been - i concluded - the enemy stole my dad nxla - he knew i would need him the most especially now! But little did he know that one day 11 years later after the loss as clueless as i was i will be found by the King and He would imprint the Father's heart in my heart - He will call me HIS own special treasure- He will guide me through all of life obstacles
And i will be HIS for eternity, what a blunder from his side :)
Many a times I find myself wondering " Am i really worth fighting for" if so why do I then feel like..... everyone is heading for the door when i need them the most?
If the question is: Am i worth fighting for in terms of design & purpose - Absolutely; now will everyone fight for me not really! am i the cause - not quite. As a woman i have come to realise my design - i have come to understand the intense need i have for protection, the desire to have a hero in my story... to have someone to shield me from harm even if its self - inflicted.
Abba is the ultimate HERO in the bigger story - Now in order to function correctly we have to learn from HIM.
The guy that will eventually win the prize (meaning my heart ) must be willing to learn from Abba; many a times woman try to teach their partners how to fight for them, how to love them.. how to listen etc...as a result creation continues to groan - now of course we somehow play a role in teaching people how to love because we are wired differently but the ultimate order of creation is as such as the man that desires to win your heart must get the mandate from God (a how to manual) and apply it correctly to the woman he wants to woe.
Some will pass the test, some will not be interested in under going the test - its okay; some will not attempt - that's also fine; But the man that will win your heart will in NO doubt know for sure without even blinking an eye that YOU ARE Truly The Master's Beloved.... and that YOU are worth fighting for.
And he will gladly do it..... he will gladly love you as Christ loved the Church as HE was/ is willing to present her without any spot or blemish. and Grace will abound!
You won't even need to convince him!
My prayer for every woman is that we would wait...and trust Abba....that we would refrain from trying to fix things and do things with our strength, that we would realize that when we expect to teach man how to love us .... we are indeed robbing them of divine revelation that only Father can bestow -
GRACE will abound in our relationships.
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